Too many things have crossed my mind. My major thing; my creativity. I miss my guitar, my camera, my notebooks. Towards the end of the school year, I wasn’t even that interested in doing anything creative. But now, now that I’m back home and have so much free time on my hands, I wish I could do the things I have in my head. The closest thing I can do right now is writing. So I will be writing a story this summer.
man, i haven’t been in here since forever, but i don’t really feel the need to. my alice in wonderland obsession is finally starting to ease down. lately, i’ve been writing in this notebook. i don’t call it a journal or a diary because i’ll stop writing in it for no reason. i’m trying to keep on going. that, and i feel like you guys don’t really need to know what’s going on my life or at least don’t care. it’s been probably the most stressful month of my life. sickness after sickness, shit after shit. i’m hoping to make everything better soon. first starting with people irl then internet. i haven’t been on the internet in forever, but hey i’m in college, and i’m almost done with my first year. i honestly don’t know what’s going to happen after it. hell, i’ve been listening to frou frou/imogen heap, meaning i’m in a really heart felt mood. the type of music i usually listen to is upbeat. god, i’ve felt like shit all day. no one’s really helped :\ maybe tomorrow will be amazing. i highly doubt it though. TWO MORE WEEKS x_x i can do this.