December 2010
1 post
More Than Fate
October 2010
2 posts
Mister Clock
Will you speed up mister clock Cause...
Rough Draft of Still in My Heart
July 2010
1 post
Oh Dear
Too many things have crossed my mind. My major thing; my creativity. I miss my guitar, my camera, my notebooks. Towards the end of the school year, I wasn’t even that interested in doing anything creative. But now, now that I’m back home and have so much free time on my hands, I wish I could do the things I have in my head. The closest thing I can do right now is writing. So I will be...
June 2010
1 post
May 2010
4 posts
lolohai.
man, i haven’t been in here since forever, but i don’t really feel the need to. my alice in wonderland obsession is finally starting to ease down. lately, i’ve been writing in this notebook. i don’t call it a journal or a diary because i’ll stop writing in it for no reason. i’m trying to keep on going. that, and i feel like you guys don’t really need to...
April 2010
5 posts
Chapter 7 January 19th, 2010: I haven’t heard from Adam in days. Real Adam, that is. He hasn’t texted me, I haven’t seen him on Skype, it’s like he just vanished. I also haven’t had a dream since my last entry. I’ve been able to gain my sleeping pattern back and not be as cranky. Finally, my life was somewhat going back to normal. Adam was the only person I worried about. The entire day, I sat...
March 2010
15 posts
Chapter 6 January 12th, 2010: The day that things start to get interesting. I told Justin that he was black, but he was expecting it. Justin started taking my dreams a little more serious or at least I think he was. “Can you find out more information on me? Everyone in your dreams are like themselves, so I wonder what I would say to you if we had a full conversation,” he ...
Chapter 5 January 11th, 2010: So I ended up telling Adam that I had a dream about him. He didn’t want to hear it as soon as I said, “Adam, I had a dream about you.” He just told me that it was typical of me because I want him. ALL LIES! Never have I ever been taken seriously by Adam. If I told him my dream, he’d probably be upset because he’s Spanish in it. Telling Zachary that he was in...
Chapter 4 January 10th, 2010: Every night since my last entry, that same dream has replayed itself over three times. I kept telling Miles no and he kept telling me that I would regret it. This night, I wasn’t going to let him torture me again with no sleep. At least, it felt like no sleep. This time, I was going to let him sleep…next to me. I haven’t even told Adam about all these dreams that...
Chapter 4 January 10th, 2010: Every night since my last entry, that same dream has replayed itself over three times. I kept telling Miles no and he kept telling me that I would regret it. This night, I wasn’t going to let him torture me again with no sleep. At least, it felt like no sleep. This time, I was going to let him sleep…next to me. I haven’t even told Adam about all these dreams that...
Chapter 3 January 4th, 2010: Woke up at around 9am, hoping that I’d have time to film a new video for YouTube. My first class didn’t start until 4:40pm and my roommate was gone for most of the day. The video I made wasn’t anything too special, just another vlog. Letting the day fly by was probably the hardest thing to do. I didn’t have much to do except wait. Even after class was over, hunting...
Chapter 2 January 1st, 2010: A fresh start at life…again. I really wanted a fresh new start though, so I decided to sleep early to wake up to a brand new sunny day. Unfortunately, I got a lot of calls at night from drunk friends and sober friends. Around 2am, the calls were driving me insane. Shayda called three times, Chago called me about seven times, and Zachary called me every 30 minutes...
Chapter 1 Google dreams. Do it. Found that online guide to dream interpretation? That, my friend, is a bunch of bull-crap. There aren’t too many people who actually believe that their dreams are trying to tell them something because it’s silly. Those people who believe it’s silly are correct. Dreams don’t warn you about the future or satisfy your desires, dreams are completely different worlds...
D:
GO AWAY ANXIETY. GO AWAY SICKNESS. GO AWAY NEGATIVE THINGS. I WANT TO STAY HERE, AND I WILL EVEN IF YOU MAKE ME SUFFER. I WILL OVERCOME YOU AND BECOME STRONG AND POWERFUL! …soon.
you really dont have to read this
you’ve probably heard that i get anxiety attacks, or i have been recently. honestly, i’m frighten. i’m so scared of feeling like i’m not in control of my own feelings. about two weeks ago, after going to the hospital, i just…haven’t felt like myself. i feel controlled and overpowered. i know it sounds ridiculous that my anxiety is caused by me feeling nauseous...
February 2010
14 posts
In All Honesty
I dislike the fact that you don’t have to come up with your own original ideas to become popular on youtube. I guess I should stop trying…lol yeah right. Even if you have more subscribers than I do, doesn’t mean that you’re better than me and doesn’t mean I have to have respect for you either. Oh internet, you show the true faces of people some times.
I Don't Care
I don’t care how many times people have brought you down of your appearance or how many times you thought you were ugly. I think you are the most gorgeous person in the world. You don’t look like one of those models in the magazines, but there isn’t a day where I don’t wanna see your face.
Somebody New
My heart shakes a lot Every time...
January 2010
26 posts
hawksndoves:
this is nothing more than a test.
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